1NTO THE VO1D

by ADINFINITUM

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1.
Into the Void 2.0 04:21
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I've been feeling trapped inside myself Claustrophobic, more than a little manic I've been screaming into the Void in my own head Draped in anger to hide the panic I'm tired of trying to beat the pain away Fists in the walls until they fall apart Only now have I realized I'm not at all okay It's not much but it's a start I never learned to love myself Living in a world that said I didn't deserve it I begged for love from someone else But I had to earn it I wake up at 6am, my heart is racing From watching you walk away again I've had this dream so many times I gave up on chasing But god damn I miss my best friend I feel like I am fucking losing control But that cannot be true You can't lose something you never had before So maybe I never lost you Beloved be my strength when I am weak Beloved wrap me in your holy embrace Beloved move through me and help me see The face of God in my own face Blame me, beloved Lay me, Beloved Hate me, beloved Save me, Beloved
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Broken Glass & Bloody Knuckles 04:32
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staring into my reflection trying to like what I see in the mirror I see faces staring and laughing at me broken glass and bloody knuckles cannot dull the pain I tell myself that they don't know me and I don't care what they say wishing that was true wondering if they're right so easy to believe try as I might what if it's all true what if I am wrong why can't I believe the words to my own song: you are truly loved you are truly good what you dream is yours to do
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Creation Song 04:26
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Our lives do not belong to you We are human beings Living our own lives Participating in God's creation Making ourselves up As we go along Is our holy charge Our very purpose What we won't do Is make somebody else We do not know What's inside of them The only eyes We can see through Are the eyes We live behind And don't forget There is only one Commandment now LOVE Hate is not a religion The only religion is love [Love] is your only God
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Hell 05:56
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[In Basque] "Get her out? Of Hell? Little girl, you're very funny. No one gets out of Hell." Do you believe in Heaven? Do you believe in Hell? Do you believe in Heaven? Do you believe in Hell? Not a gate in the clouds Or a gate underground Do you believe in Heaven? Do you believe in Hell? There is a hell that's very real Right here and now Existing in our very world It's all around us It lives inside of everyone We manifest it When we live in our fear and hate There is No Exit Hell is the electricity they use to cure us Hell is a racist pig Hell is a man who thinks he can have all the world Or being poor and sick We have the power inside us Creating Heaven and Hell This is a world of miracles And we are miracles as well We are so much more than we know Creation's imagination We have the power inside us Creating Heaven and Hell There is a hell that's very real Right here and now Existing in our very world It's all around us It lives inside of everyone We manifest it When we live in our fear and hate There is No Exit Hell is the electricity they use to cure us Hell is a racist pig Hell is a man who thinks he can have all the world Or being poor and sick God is everything and God is everyone If you're looking for God you won't find Them in a gun You'll find Them in the soul of a fellow being Or down in the soil where the Earth is breathing
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Horror Story 05:20
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They were just a little kid with no friends. No one gave a damn about them. All of their life was noise and pain and apathy from whom they needed love. Erosion of heart and mind and soul left them with a void inside. Pushing and pushing until one day they got pushed right over the edge. They didn't mean to lose control and lash out at the world. It just happened so fast, the next thing they knew the damage was done. Nothing could change what they had done or what they had become. There was only one thing left: the need to fill the void.
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Why 03:13
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Why are you doing this to me? What have I done? So many sorries When do I get one? I try to talk to you So many times Words failing, turning into Smoke on the inside I would do anything Just to make you smile I'm sick and tired of waiting And wondering why Why are you doing this to me? And I thought we were family I clung to you so desperately When did you start to hate me? Why are you doing this to me? What have I done? So many sorries When do I get one? I know I've made mistakes and I've let you down Your judgment fueled my self-hate And my self-doubt I've never been so low and Empty inside It's a long climb out of the hole but I I got nothing but time Why are you doing this to me? And I thought we were family I clung to you so desperately When did you start to hate me? Why are you doing this to me? What have I done? So many sorries When do I get one?
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Power 05:08
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I am the power I am control I am the body I am the soul I am the bully chiseling into the center of your heart I am the landlord throwing out tenants and raising rent again I am the boss I will not be challenged your life belongs to me I am the cop that's taking you in and you die if you resist I am the judge that's ruining your life when you step over the line I am the congressman making new laws against apostasy I am the killer playing God I am the rapist taking what's mine I am the minister preaching damnation I am the billionaire capitalist I am the systems that want you distracted I am the systems that feed on the lies I am the systems that keep you enslaved now I am the systems that won't let you breathe I am the power I am the cop that's taking you in and you die if you resist I am the judge that's ruining your life when you step over the line I am the congressman making new laws against apostasy I am the president going to war for the freedom to control I am the power
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Hymn I: Horn of Abraxas 04:49
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Hymn II: Names of G-d 04:13
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Light in my darkest days Grace when I am in need Time in the infinite Space with no living end Stars blanketing the sky Clouds passing overhead Leaves of my favorite tree Eyes of a human being Words of prophetic tongues Songs playing in the heart Wind blowing through the soul Rain falling to the earth Bones carrying me on Lungs nourishing the blood Veins helping it to flow Heart pumping constantly Free will to live and be Fate guiding me along Mind choosing destiny Soul knows the path by heart Hope in the great despair Truth in the face of lies Faith with the gift of doubt Love unconditional God is unknowable God is eternity God is unnamable God is infinity
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Hymn III: Our Faith 07:31
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Our faith is not stone Weighing us down Blocking our path Our faith is the sea Never the same Always the same Eternity's breath Filling our lungs Calling us home Infinity's voice Springs from our tongues Echoing Yours Our faith is the sky Endlessly high and far Our faith is the wind Moving like spirit through Our Word is the world Wild and beautiful Our Word is all truth Spoken from love and care We seekers of Why We lovers of truth We know we know naught We humble ourselves Prostrating at The feet of the World We gather as one We sing for our lives (We humble ourselves Prostrating at The feet of the World)
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Hymn IV: Holy War 07:02
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We are in a holy war within We have built a nation born in sin We are haunted by our holy ghosts We must fight for our very souls Take up your armor Take up your sword Throw down the empire Throw down the lords

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released February 14, 2023

all songs written, recorded, and produced by AD1NF1N1TUM except "Black Sabbath" written by Tony Iommi, Geezer Butler, Bill Ward, and Ozzy Osbourne, and "Vermillion Pt. 2" written by Corey Taylor, Mick Thomson, Shawn Crahan, Craig Jones, Jim Root, Chris Fehn, Paul Gray, Joey Jordison, and Sid Wilson
all photos taken and edited by AD1NF1N1TUM

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ADINFINITUM Miami, Florida

ADINFINITUM (they/them/theirs) is a music project encompassing industrial, EBM, post-metal, drone, acoustic, progressive electronic, modern classical, and film score music. My passion and purpose is to use my creativity to live and express my values and change the lives of lovers of dark music and films. ... more

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